meaning to life..................

So tell me what is the meaning to life, do you think it is 49......... No well I don't either. This is one question I will never truly know the meaning to and the drives me insane. I will spend not not getting any sleep at all just thinking of why even go through with life I mean it is so short. You are born and 62 years later you die from some cancer you never did anything to deserve. It make you wonder, I mean why out of all the other people that could have been born you were and what is you purpose for being here this plague my thoughts and dreams. Was I put here to find the cure for cancer.......... No I not smart enough. Was I put here to fight for some just cause in our country........... Me be that effective I don't think so. GOD TELL ME WHAT IS MY REASON FOR BEING IN THIS WORLD PLEASE TELL M!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!